Jose Looney

Light Blue Smile

The sun rays blazing through the curtains, dust floating in the shine. Sky so light blue I feel so energized when the birds be talking I just whistle! Spark the blunt up and crack a giggle, loss the pain and found my thoughts right in the middle. Start the day put on my instrumental, happy feet, thin air, and the day just keeps on getting better! Called my Mother watched her smile heavy weight turned into feathers. Wished those feathers turned to wings, I can fly my way wherever. Ain't nobody catching me heard the clutch and put a missal, all the way into the sea. Snap back to reality! I am afraid of loosing me, like I once was when I was free, got no bars in front of me, I got wheels instead of feet, I be rolling , these no Heely's please do not see me as I go down through the street. On my way to thanking heaven, light blue sky is all I see, look at it so beautiful now look down here it is crazy, "Huh?" That is why I want to be up there in the clouds, not dead, "Naw", but floating and flying. That's why I be getting high, if you are not trying to catch a vibe baby, well then bye! I be on that ride or dye, curved went blind found out I survived. Been numb, now I am paralyzed! Still look at the sky and thank the lord that I'm alive and for the "Fam" that showed me love right when life frowned, wasn't easy but they helped me flip it upside down. Love that light blue smile helps me pick myself up when I fall ready for another million other times. This is just me getting up, in my own thoughts saying "Let's go baby we got to grind", a little tear might fall reminiscing on how I just got up and ran out the house, now I'm in the edge of my bed trying to catch my weight getting stronger every day. What doesn't kill you makes you smarter, so I keep the lights shut. My brain is the light! I got another chance in life. Too much thinking got me sinking, either way I enjoy swimming, too much power no connection this is via my prescription. Close my eyes it's booming. "Paradise if you do zooming!" Really, anything you want. Heaven or hell? I prefer well! Open them. When my room compacts it starts to break my shell . "Breath, chill, just go hard at it! Turning myself into a all day working addict. So much problematics I be needing like one hundred million gadgets, out the blue, I be, "How I do?" I feel stuck and might feel like quitting too, but it's alright in my accident when I lost half I forgot that I was human too. I love to live and I will shine. It's me vs what I can't do. Forget to breath when I'm outside it's kind of heavy now. I like the the breeze, I like the cold, I love frappe with ice, but when I shiver can't control and maybe just dye, so I keeps me cozy, pushing harder feel the burning. Fire in my eyes, desire to strive to meet my goals. Go so hard that when I leave this glove, the good I've done can spread like weed. First part legacy will be the seed, therefore man up and feel nothing. Don't ask for much but can't complain get all I want, it's still the same. Look out the window in the rain. My girlfriend's voice came through the game, she gives me joy to heal the shade and everything feels good again.