Jawad حسن

A Story of Trust

I had trusted someone very much , like trusted more than my self on her . I thought that she was a nice girl . I always told everybody that she is the best girl I had ever seen . I spent more than 15 years of life with her from the first day when i was born . We played together , had fun . As we grow bigger , I started to ignore people because I thought that everyone was bad . But I always trusted her . Whenever we wanted to talk we just talk through WhatsApp . We shared our studies and other funny activities with each other. One day I was just scrolling my Instagram and accidentally I opened my old friend's (who is not my friend now) Instagram account . All of a sudden I saw her chat with my old friend . I was totally out of mind . I felt very bad 😔 . Because I trusted her the most . I don't love her but i didnt want anyone to be with her . I told her about it and said to block him and not to talk with him .Id didn't expected this from her ever . She chatted with me for a long period of time and at the end she said BYE and blocked me but she also blocked him from Instagram. I didn't still believe that she had blocked him . After 3 days she sent him message and started to chat again . I saw the messages because my friend's account was logged in my phone . She chatted for a long time and all of sudden she said I LOVE YOU to him . I got unconscious. I talked to my friend and talkwd about this and she said me that forget her she is not worthy of your respect . I also started to hate her after such a horrible and bad deed which she did . I wouldn't have said her to stop talking to him , but I knew that he was not good for her but she didn't gave importance to my words and chatted with him . But you all should admit this thing that sometimes love makes a person evil too and this happened to her . I always dreamt to spend my whole life with her cuz I had spend many moments with her . Each and every moment with her was a whole new life for me . I still remember those moments but in real I don’t want to remember those moments becuase it hurts a lot 💔 . I never thought that life would teach me such a lesson . We used to fight together too and the fights were funny though 😂 but everything has an end ; I just forgot this quote 🫠 . Loving someone isn’t bad but loving excess can lead to depression and anxiety . Excess of everything especially love is bad , really very bad . Now I am just trying to forget the past but y’ll know that it isn’t easy at all . It took me over an year to forget her but whenever she comes in front of me I just become silent and I start to remember what she did to me . I don’t want to see her . From that day I deleted Instagram and started to enjoy my life , I studied and still studying and want to achieve my goals . I also started to realise that it was my mistake , I wouldn’t have trusted anyone like this . Now i seriously don't give a fu** to her and had never given before .