trying to remember, to take a break?
I honestly didn’t recognize myself from about four months ago. It was so weird, I scrolled through old videos and I looked the same, but I know I didn’t look the same or feel the same. You know? Can’t you tell? Only I could know that really, but I wonder if anyone else did. She was really lost and I’m sorry for her actions. Sometimes when I’m like this, I just want to purge that other girl from my body, even if it means I have to skin myself alive to do so. I just want to rip her out and put her through a mugshot screen to prove to others, “that’s not me!” I would never do that though. I’m too much of a pussy, and it would probably hurt.
