Elise Grey

Starting over.....Again!

I can't believe I am having to start over from square on again. I am 40 years old. I'm tired. If I didn't have two beautiful girls depending on me, I would give up. I did everything right this time, right? Who am I kidding? I think there is something fundamentally fucked up in me that just will not allow me to succeed in this game of life. I am not a bad person. Stupid maybe, but not bad.