Dear Beloved,
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The light shines in the darkness and the darkness has not overcome it.
John 1:5
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Healing Through the Hurt
Memories of moments with you use to be upsetting, something I’d avoid why continue to think about old things and feel the pain as if it’s new. Stuck on this marry go round in my head misunderstanding of who I was or who I thought you were and why actions didn’t match words. I still have my eyes open searching for signs so I won’t let myself go blind. I’ve learned to use those sporadic thoughts to reflect, and help push me today to have a better perception on myself and those around me. Instead of asking myself why you? Why this? Why that? How could I and how could you? I no longer look for answers when I have the power inside to create my own outcome regardless of what’s happening around or to me. Faith and trust in my heart shows me every experience I went through and will continue to go through shapes me into who I’m meant to be. I am my past, I am my present, and I am in control of who I will be in my future. Turning hurtful thoughts and memories into words of encouragement and motivation has been a mission within myself that I feel I’ve finally got a grip on, it may not be the strong but I won’t let it slip.
By Dear Beloved,7 years ago in Poets
Love Brings Me Up
Drowning ... I’m so still in this Red Sea, I feel suffocated but free until you grabbed me and said look up to your success don’t you want to breath? I tilted my head all I see is red sea why am I so deep? I can’t see that I’ll succeed then you said keep paddling I’m trying but I feel like a rock going into the deep, deep hopelessness is where I’ll be. You took out your hand and started pulling me up so I kicked and I kicked again and opened an eye to see a glimpse that going up wasn’t a lie. I couldn’t look down the sea was turning black you believed in me and for that I swam fast.
By Dear Beloved,7 years ago in Poets
