Highly sensitive and real empaths, they feel so good light to be around a calmness a paradise to dive in for longer. I truly wish it lasted longer
The subtle, delicate energies I felt from all of you liberated my entire being. I had never felt this way in the company of people before. Perhaps it also transported me back to my youth, when I could so easily enter this space and synchronize with the hero of the book, so that the energy of other people was not so cordial, because I was moving further and further away, unable to be caught by what was uncomfortable, but quite painful. The tortured substances and waves succumbed to the chemical reactions of my body, and my brain finally entered a phase of fluid light, where love, safety, and care found their way through the most wonderful subtlety of being one with another. Years of living and coexisting only with a narcissist withdraw me from this feeling and being in the light around people. I could only feel paradise alone, undisturbed by the chaotic sounds and behaviors that were violent at best. At best, but to be in the present and finally not be heavy or judged for being highly sensitive, but to be literally valued for who I am. I discovered myself even more real, true, and undiscovered, which had been lost over the years through so many misunderstandings and misinterpretations from all the people I had contact with, finally finding its way back to the essence of my true, real self, as sensitive as possible. This time, I knew that I had found my ground and never wanted to leave that space, reaching for more and more understanding, even if my path still seemed more difficult, harder, lonelier, and more alienated than the rest, and anger and violence seemed unreal to even talk about, to be alive, perhaps to desire less harm, less danger, but to be alive and feel the same shining light from another, instead of the dark heaviness, unpleasant to my waves, I felt like the touch of the ocean, like subtle, gentle waves that simply poured out of me everything that was bad, and life became easy again, as if the old path had become a reflection of memory. It is worth mentioning that this space was never able, could never be awakened in the presence of perpetrators of violence, so this world seemed like the first day of my true existence on Earth, knowing that there are more strangers like me, whom I don't have to fear violence from this time, but to get used to gentleness, true love, care, compassion, which do not come only from me, but finally from another living human being, entering for the first time into a social paradise from which I will not have to heal, perhaps purify, yes, but how beneficial, how truly nourishing for a being, it energizes and heals my body and mind.
