Some notes about the abstract art of the now relation, art, humanity, love gestures part 1
If it comes to the abstract of art of the now people can just turn into the real life experience the amount of the time we have spent indoor for the last 3-4 some even more years not only affected the way of approaching into the very reality already synchronized with the virtual but it already supplied the known and unknown ways of the real experience of the abstract art which is far way not even an abstract in a way for the life in the now. We do have a much more than ever abstract experience of the living and the realm of exisiting in the created realities and truth that abstract art still should go on with in decompositioning the previous experience of the life. While just some years ago it was all about the overwhelming amount of the information from the already new way. What we encounter now is more about recoding the old and translating the translation of the knew and known not much of a new at least not much of a new from the "famous scene of art pursuing I would guess " It is also nothing wrong and bad about it's function for the youth to bring back the tradition and mix it with the fusion of the new that may or may not make a sense for the older generations it for sure carry a very personal and individual experience for them creating a much more of a comfort and safety for the living from which they can confidently talk about the whole in more or less valuable way. How strong it does affect us at some point there is much more to focus on we just need to shift from the theory to the experience of the now with it and the real truth of it that comes from the life experience of each individual whether real for us but for sure real for another. It became a kind of a more bright in expression and more as if a childish approach that where the inner human touch his or her home. Of how much this personal connection with another is talking about the future it may have an unreal or even the surreal message of a sculpted forms that so far I seem to feel much more than other forms even of my own empathic creations. Don't get me wrong I consider in this writing as the whole as the general not even focusing on each in the individual way yet that I will focus on in the nearest next description. I just felt the need to come back to the form of a pause from this world and all that I am in and things that I loved more than life could really mean. Art was always for me a part of a human sense in life often the only one to stay just alive. To get to know each creator through their work deeply just feeling it from arriving in their space and territory not even just the connection with the object, installation or sound itself but rather the energy, information that can be read beyond the consiousness and ego creating and writing that turned the vast majority into choosing the minimal the simplest the simplicity of the form itself. Even if I fall for it at times, I can not say I do feel such work of art on a level of the touch I do rather connect it with the artist real life admitting the idea comes from something seen already made if not to say most of it are a "copy cat" and now to differ them from the real origin in time, there is no way how to dig into the the previous or often it happens You will crush on it with time. It happens to me not once being amazed by the young work and mind accidentally I discover the idea was stolen and it really does it talk to me on the same line. However how hard this approach can be in the now, The History of the World is shifting into destruction of the mind and the destruction of the mass. The effect of War How strong it stopped some to really transform sadness, grief and loss into art but for some it stopped to the degree where the War is the everyday struggle of the now and in the now. And now I will have just one artist in my mind Louise Bourgeois the pain that never left. I can just remember my last visiting spots and her artwork as a healing through my thoughts. How does the reality of the now painfully act on us so many creating the pain and transforming it through art it is often me too I can not admit how long or since so long my act of art became the truth of the existence in the real life it always does abstract art never lies. And I can not just stop with one object with one work of art if it goes about Louise Bourgeois. The series of Cells and the works Cell XIV Portrait 2000 and Cell ( Eyes and Mirrors)1989-1993 that I happened to experience in real in 2018 Shanghai I cant describe in words which feelings of pain and fears it brought me in. I remember walking and the need of passing by at first to come back later on how strong her art really does is the pain seemed unbearable until I accommodated with it. The prison of being and the prison of yourself, the pain and the prison of lost and a love that always misbehave. The prison of her every cell I still dig in her work and I cant just believe how deep and well embraced she taken upon the myth of a life without a suffering. But I do truly believe and exist in it so for me art and life was the only real true thing until I let the world to prove me about another important things which I don't feel which make me to loose a sense and kind of keep on helping another so that I share how to lessen the pain but do I really encounter my true real self in it in the moment of doing it probably yes that is the way it is. Relation with another and the pain of being non existed a pain of creating and doing things but the pain of now deeper love and understanding the work of Louise does really do heal to meet another on a deeper level of connection with the world beyond the norm and with the language that probably is read and felt by truly just some. Beyond the pain of a human that is a real thing I think she goes beyond the analyzes in her every work the pain is done transformed thrown ed so that it exist and no longer exist it is healed through the work and the real living thing. I can deeply feel her room her state when she approach to the work with her youngish assistant Thanks God She does really had it that way. Her being and suffering beyond the understanding of another took her world into creation from a depth that not many will have courage to dive deeper in. I will be honest me younger wanted to run away from it but it caught me just when the suffering was again on the very of the peak and I need to admit Her work saved my day my mind and my thinking, Her approach taught me more than one could look for and understand being in a relation where love had only name of a pain I couldn't find a better place to let go all and to release the being in the myth of a suffering shift. I remember walking and being taken to so many different worlds of her but all was for me the experience that I could really take in for myself. I really will come back to her and in there not just like I did for the now I really have much more to share but for now I will stop. It is time to move on because soon I will feel like becoming her and it is truly how You do experience her work and the pain and living way She loved art, she loved herself as a woman artist and there is no way for You to not to find her as one of the deepest, wise artist on earth. She may carry an answer for Your being and living and be the healing phase. So come back to Her whenever You really need and can. I feel like connection with Her through the artwork and documentries You will probably watch will amazed You much more my writing it is just having some notes and writing about what is really worth to live for. If you cant find the real people to connect to find the way I mostly connect with the ones who are no longer in here it is not a way but what else it is in there if not their mind to carry me on my path. Arriving into Her world through sculptures and writing She found Herself into this world so brave to wait so many years to finally be on the Art world scene that She truly never cared. This is why I love Her even more understanding deeply Her meaning and why does She choose this way. The pain that came from relation and the insider fight a conflict as an artist woman to be Her and to be a Mum to be a Wife. Even if she didn't aim Her art is a feminine chart. I will take a pause till the next line for the abstract of the art from past into the now.
