Reap
"Everything I have ever done was for you… All of you. None of you could have ever known, but the things I’ve done. The things I have seen… to get us to where we are now… I am sorry I could not have been exactly the family man you expected of me. You all deserved better, so I am sure you will get that one day. I HOPE that you get that one day… No, there is nothing that any of you could have done, I’ve done some dirty deeds. Made some shaky deals here and there but, you’ve lived comfortably right? Know that I have always loved every single one of you… but I can’t sleep. I can’t eat and as I write this I continue to deteriorate.”