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The disadvantage of Snapchat AI
Once upon a time, in the vibrant digital realm of social media, there arose a sensation known as Snapchat. It was a platform that allowed people to share fleeting moments with their friends through photos and videos. Over time, Snapchat became a part of the daily lives of millions, capturing the essence of their experiences. However, as technology advanced, Snapchat introduced a new feature—the all-seeing eye of artificial intelligence.
By Chisom gift2 years ago in Art
Lost myself
dusk creeps closer to my aching soul,raging pain tearing it apart, a story too creepy for my mind to grasp because once upon a time I was a child with dreams so big it literally scared me but it all came crashing down when I met a guy whom I ended up falling in love with.At first it was magical,like a dream come through..A love that only the princesses in Disney were able to comprehend,a fairytale!…ohh Ariel the little mermaid would literally fathom this kind of love. I couldn't stop dreaming and drowning in what I thought was a happily ever type of love ...but Ohh how tables turn now from a fairytale to a bittersweet feeling, to a sour feeling of disgust to violence,chaos and I did almost forget this one to "TOXICITY " but I'll spare this part for the last. ohh it was fun while it lasted..we’re getting so intimate and into it …we literally couldn’t take our hands off each other ,he knows my body like anybody would know the 27 alphabet …we’re going at it without protection or contraceptive I mean he really didn’t buy the idea of me using certain contraceptive because it will literally damage my reproductive system or so he says…he also doesn’t use protection.he reassured me that everything was going to be fine and I believed him but not untill I found out that his plans were for me to get pregnant…long story short i did It was the winter of January_25_2022 l woke up to a sound of notification on my phone buzzing from my FLO APP.it reminded me that My period was two weeks late but it didn't Initially imply that I was pregnant ,I mean it could be stress or hormonal imbalances right?it’s not like my period hasn’t been delayed once or twice due to some changes in my body right? I asked my self rhetorically and I tried reassuring myself but there was this feeling of uneasiness and chaos lingering around my head because I’ve literally been sexually active and I wasn’t on any birth control pill…I picked myself up and walked slowly to the bathroom ..god the water was literally freezing I can’t do this lol …I said to myself …after much Hesitation I took my bath,I wore a t_shirt and short pants… I left for the laboratory I needed to get tested to see if my instincts were correct and if they were then I’m literally finished …what was going to happen to me ? What about my school?what about my dreams…I wanted to conquer the world..I wanted people to scream my name and literally just die from seeing me wave back at them lol weird right? But I was literally trying to start up a musical career and if this test was to come out positive It might put an end to a life well planned out for myself.My mama would literally kill me if this test turns out to be positive..she was never an advocate for teenage pregnancy…it will literally destroy you kira and I wouldn’t be having none of that in my house ..I mean look at me would you rather end up like me or you focus on your self and your education to become someone tangible later in life? ..she always said to me..best believe she never meant any harm but she was a single mother with two children she begot from her teenage years and she’s literally been trying her best to care for us all by not letting us take that route she took. Thoughts 💭 We’re running wild on my head untill the rider stopped at “de lords laboratory”and I jolted back to reality..I went into the lab after I paid the rider and my blood sample was taken for testing …I was silent during this whole time praying and begging my maker for a miracle to happen and I’d literally abstain from sex but too late…I was handed the test result and boom it read “POSITIVE “ Ohh how I cried…thoughts were running wild on my head again as I silently left the laboratory to board a bike ..my mama’s going kill me …My life is literally over….She’s literally going to weep .Ohh! like mother like daughter kira…that’s what the neighbors are going to be silently saying…I’m a pastor for God sake and you’re not going to tarnish my image..No! may god forbid that I will hide my face in shame whenever I’m walking down the street… again I was jolted out of my thoughts when the rider stopped at my lovers house ….my eyes was swollen from constant sobbing …please do not tell me you want this too I prayed silently before knocking on his gate.he opened it and led me in with questions that I couldn’t find answers to because it’d end up crying halfway.i just threw the test results at him and he danced in joy…hugging and kissing me..that was when it dawned on me that his been the architect of this whole thing …I don’t want it I said.what about my school ?what about my dreams of touring round the world with masses screaming my name at the top of their voices? ..ohhh kira a baby wouldn’t stop you from achieving any of those,I have always prayed for this day at last we have something to call ours and trust me you’ll enjoy the ride …..No!i don’t want it “I said” what would my mama say? What would happen to my education?im still young I don’t even know where to start if I consider having this foetus …I mean I’ll literally prioritize this foetus over myself ,over my life choices ,over everything and that being said it includes my dreams ,my education,my whole life and I wasn’t ready for it…I wasn’t ready for you; maybe not now dear child not now …. Maybe sometime in the future when I’ll be skyrocketing in cloud 9 with the whole world underneath us,with my dreams fully achieved and my life in place,then maybe I’ll want you but for now you were nothing but a consequence of my teenage actions and mistakes that needed to be corrected..Ohh you speak like a child “ he said to me “ and that I am “I replied back “ we argued over you dear foetus….and I lost my lover since that day for refusing to bore you…I never lost him physically buh emotionally and mentally I did lose him….. NO she’s not having the child….she’s still young and hasn’t really done anything useful with her life and a child at this age would do her harm rather than good “my mama said” I wasn’t really there I heard this word from my lovers mouth as he narrated what transpired between him ,his mama and my mama.i refused to follow him to pleaded with my mama because she’ll literally chew me raw with the disgusted stare on her face and her words that are like flames from hell will burn my whole existence in a second…Ohh how I have failed you dear mother! how those resounding words of your never meant a thing to me because I never thought of any of that before involving myself in this bittersweet fairytale …..So it was concluded termination of the unwanted pregnancy or nothing ….my lover was moving mad, he was quiet for days only speaks when he wanted to spite me for not opposing my mother but how could I when I never really wanted it….I mean it’s not like a part of me didn’t fancy the idea of a living foetus inside of me but it was too damn risky and I wasn’t ready to make any sacrifices for this foetus…this thing inside of me that was tearing my lover and I apart……. You’re literally the most selfish and self centered human I’ve ever been with,after all we’ve been through …I thought you wanted this ?i thought you loved me enough to consider not terminating this pregnancy but I guess I was wrong.you’re nothing but a shitty mess always around to ruin my well planned out life…I thought I could do this with you ?kira!I thought you and I would make babies and tour round the world but I guess I was dumb enough to think you wanted that too..my enraged lover yelled out this words to me on our way to the hospital where we went to see a gynecologist. Tour round the world with babies you say? When was the last time you sat down with me and discussed plans of how my musical career was going to skyrocket to the next level or are you quick to forget how you react whenever I talk about going to the studio or when my musical buddies call me for a quick section in the studio? Is it for a quick studio section or a section in his bed kira ?you always ask before becoming so violent and descending on me with every ounce of rage on your body…pounding me like a boxer would to his opponent..then there after you’ll plead for my mercy and promise never to do it again “I said to him sarcastically with tears welling up my eyes” Ohh kira you’ve literally lost yourself in hopes of retaining that hopeless romantics…that fairytale love that was never a fairytale from the start…it was nothing but a nightmare dressed in a day dream…how could you have been this blind dinning with the devils very own son…Ohh! for godsake didn’t we enjoy every bit of the loving and fairytale before it became toxic ?and even at that i was too fragile to want to leave and believe me I’m still proud of how he’ll literally go to any lent to woo my sorrows away or how he’ll give up everything to help me out although when we start fighting and arguing he’ll literally make you regret why he went to and fro to the end of the world to help you out…he’d make you lose your confident or whatsoever self esteem left in you with his words piercing and scattering your soul like the arrow of a pocahunta.getting here was never my decision but it still needed my ignition and that I shamelessly gave with hopes that it’ll get better and now I’m stucked with a foetus in me and an enraged lover who selfishly dimmed me fit of fulling his dreams of having a child and denying me of wanting to fulfill mine by caging me with sweet words and hopes that after I’ve fulfilled his by keeping this pregnancy we’re going to work on mine, forgetting that he has given me enough reasons to know that he was not interested in whatsoever plans I had to conquer the world musically . I was stupidly in love not dumb but Far from that. In all that’s been said the heart wants what it wants even if it kills it…”I said inwardly as I battled words with my mind” we made an appointment with the doctor and had to sit out our turn…it was a long wait in silence with my lover next to me,his face swollen..hands on his chin,eyes squinting downward not trying to have an eye contact with me who was just there ….Thoughts running wild and tearing my troubled soul apart ….scared to think about the process..I heard it was rather too painful compared to taking pills to terminate the pregnancy but this process was faster…You’re up next kira “the voice a nurse brought me back to reality “I stood up briskly dragging my feet towards the gynecologist door followed by my lover who also walked hesitantly behind me “ we’re going to start with an Obstetrical scan lie down on the examination table “the doctor instructed” I pulled my pants down to my abdomen almost Exposing my vulva skin,he used an ultrasound to provide picture of the embryo..you’re 5weeks gone “the doctor muttered under his breath not deviating his attention from the scan machine” I pulled my pants back up and I went to seat close to my lover at the other end of the gynecologist office…… I hope you’ve giving yourself permission to explore and think about all your options?do you want to keep this pregnancy or you want to terminate it ?”the doctor broke the silent between my lover and I by asking this question”I want to terminate it “I replied rather too hastily while avoiding eye contacts with my lover whose’s stinging stare made me uncomfortable “ Try to let go of expectations about how you “should” feel about your abortion. There is no right or wrong way to feel about it And I hope you’ve had time to process the risk and procedures in all of this? “Yes I have ,I answered not paying attention to what he was saying but rather I was all up in my head again previewing how it was going to look like ….I’ve heard so many stories of teenagers who bled to death due to underlying causes of abortion,it’s either the doctor’s were inexperienced, didn’t follow through with the procedure or in most cases they were quacks and didn’t adequately perform this procedures leading to the death of so many teenagers. Was I scared? Yes !should I just tell the doctor to stop and not follow through with the procedures and just go home ? Not a chance….I’m ready to risk it all and I pray thee oh Lord! For your mercies and compassion over my life for dining with darkness and still thinking I’m right… Ohh how did you end up here kira? How could you be this blind that you’ve lost your visions and your dreams in hopes of retaining this hopeless romantics..when was the last time you allowed yourself wallow in your musical fantasies by setting up a studio session and giving the growing fan base in your proximity an iconic display in lyrical performance?….i mean you’ll literally have to conquer your surroundings before embarking on a journey to take over the world kira !!…but rather than that you fixated your goals on satisfying your lover to the very end even if it meant stalling your dreams,acting rather too adamant and turning a deaf ear to the constant, resounding warning from your mama and people around you to focus on achieving your goals and finding your purpose in life Because you were obviously still a child and was way too young to fathom the ecstasies and miseries in sexually inclined relationship now you’re caught up between webs of self denial, lost visions ,and an unwanted pregnancy that needs to be terminated contrary to the wishes of an enraged lover who will stop at nothing to achieve his dreams even if it meant putting an end to yours… I was distracted from my thoughts when a nurse walked in and led me to the operating theatre whilst my lover remained seated in the waiting room..
By Chisom gift3 years ago in 01
