Cassidy.

Till’ Dawn

The ringing in my ears never ends, a ringing somewhat reminiscent of a siren continues to play in the background of my mind as if it were white noise. Along with it comes a soft fuzzy feeling, one that fills my body as if I’m wearing headphones and playing white noise at excruciating volumes. There has always been a presence of this noise, never ending, and not too forgiving. My limbs tighten and restrict my breathing somehow in a manner of their own, creating their own sensations to add to a cocktail of anxiety. Whenever I inhale, air comes to me in separated, and stiff breaths, allowing just enough precious oxygen to keep my vision cloudy, and my body alive.