Benita Gonzalez

Joined November 2017

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Just a woman trying to make it in this messed up world and I'm trying my best it's not over till I'm underground

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Pity Party
Oh it's your birthday Oh a little closer to death's embrace Will it be sweet and pleasant No one knows for sure. Oh it's your birthday
By Benita Gonzalez8 years ago in Poets
Entrapment
Why do I feel so alone in a crowded room But like I can't breathe because of all the people at the same time I'm trapped like a tiny mouse and I can't leave
By Benita Gonzalez8 years ago in Poets
Am I a Monster?
Am I a monster? Or am I just lost In this controlling world They tell you to go right but I constantly find myself going left
By Benita Gonzalez8 years ago in Poets
If You Don't Get Your Way
If you don't get your way It's torture You freak out I'm truly nothing to you and that's when it shows the most If you don't get your way
By Benita Gonzalez8 years ago in Poets
Puppet
I'm a puppet Of my own illness The sickness tells me what to do now My demons hold the strings And I don't now how to cut them off
By Benita Gonzalez8 years ago in Poets
What's Happy?
What's happy? Is that when you don't have the demons living inside you sharing your mind and body What's happy? Is that when you don't need to take medication just to keep yourself together?
By Benita Gonzalez8 years ago in Poets
New Year
Is it a new year ? Then why do I feel the same shame The same hate The same fears Is it a new year? Really nothing really feels new
By Benita Gonzalez8 years ago in Poets
Emo
Do you want Me? As much as I want you But it's forbidden I can't have you How can you Look at me I'm nothing special
By Benita Gonzalez8 years ago in Poets
Hate
I hate you So why do I still care Why do I still think about you Every day Every single day you cross my mind I hate it
By Benita Gonzalez8 years ago in Poets
Control
You want control of me But I won't let you take the last piece of who I am away So much pain, So many stabs in the back
By Benita Gonzalez8 years ago in Poets
Them
Why does everyone talk about each other But at the same time coming together Which is it? People bash each other everyday
By Benita Gonzalez8 years ago in Poets
Broken Minded
It's not it hasn't been broken before My mind is like a constant battlefield Breaking down , starting war then Retreating starting a peace treaty just to tear it up and start war again
By Benita Gonzalez8 years ago in Poets

Benita Gonzalez

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Pity Party

Entrapment

Am I a Monster?

If You Don't Get Your Way

Puppet

What's Happy?

New Year

Emo

Hate

Control

Them

Broken Minded

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