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Loneliness Through Company

Have you ever found your true Loneliness through company? It's been a while since you've made new friends, gone to new places, mingled, and now is the time. You're at a gathering with some like-minded people who radiate everything you ever wanted from a friend. You're genuinely enjoying these people's company, yet you cannot stop mentioning how long it's been since you've had a genuine connection, how new it is to have fun without second-guessing who you're around, etc. and you ultimately create embarrassment for yourself. This embarrassment is a lonely trigger. The moment when you realize that surrounded by a genuine company you can only think about your loneliness. You see these people in the room laughing, hugging, dancing, having genuine fun and you're wondering “Where have I been?”