Ami Merchant
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Abandonment Issues & feeling safe
"Hey, I've got to leave for work soon" If you've heard this statement and it hits like a punch in the gut you might have similar problems to me. I am 20 years old and constantly pondering why I feel certain emotions when specific cycles occur and where they source in my childhood.
By Ami Merchant3 years ago in Confessions
Messages from within no. 1
The spiritual laws of vibration are all you need. The Law of Mentalism Rather like the film The Matrix everything that was/is and will ever be resides within The Universal Subconscious Mind as energy in varied guise. That is to say that all is made of the same stuff which is consciousness ordered in such a way as to present in different seemingly physical forms, for nothing is solid. All is vibration and solidity is but an illusion, and hence an artifice of mind. In the whole there exist very few element compounds and everything is made through consciously influencing energy to configure in certain ways; which is to say that an elephant and human, whilst made of the same stuff as an Extra-Terrestrial or star, are vibing to very different beats. Understanding that all is mind, and that all resides in The Universal Subconscious Mind, is key to fully grasping the absolute truth that all is one within The Universe.
By Ami Merchant3 years ago in Humans
Survival
Hustle this hustle that...I truly believe once you are in your power hustling is off the table. It is the reason why there are some on this planet that has to worry about their next meal and others don't. One group has learned to use their circumstances to create a life of ease and different problems that have nothing to do with survival while others fight to scrounge for the last scraps society decides to leave them if they have the "money" for it. As a human as soon as we are born we are looked at as valueless by the world. We have to create our value and someone who is in a significantly worse position has a harder time of creating their wealth and abundance better yet even surviving. It is nothing compared to the movie star that entertains millions with their meat at the end of the day. We are all constantly on the go for our value,. we wake up and hope we can be used by the world and rewarded for it greatly. Although nothing changes we can all say we tried right? Well no. As soon as you spend your life trying to create value boom just like that in the blink of an eye it is gone because now you have new problems to focus on and now you can't even focus on surviving because of these new problems you are expected to solve. How many people right now this moment are probably eating something? A lot. Now I say this because it is something so simple but so real. We all need to eat. Why should this be overlooked? We do not live in a world where excess is cherished by the next person or where we are all "here" for each other. Being "there" for someone requires you to be present for them. This system has never been present and never will be present for us. The system is only created for the future and the future only. It is built for control, not survival. If it was built for survival we would have ideas in place so people cannot starve in a country where excess is discarded and what is already here is sold for more profit at the expense of many people's time and energy. It is sick. Each person on this planet can live here and maintain a decent life if we were to all work together to create a new system for the future. It is time we prioritize feeding the world. J Cole explained it best. We are all wired for profit. No one is thinking outside the box to create something new. Each person is creating objects, software, and ideas to feed the beast that is the system. If we changed the system to eradicate the desire for comfort to create more and more profit and prioritize helping others survive imagine how simple life could be. Imagine a world where you are "paid" (I put it in parentheses because I believe money in the way it is used should not be a thing because it is so subjectively evaluated) to save lives and provide the NEEDS of the people near you. I know what your business gurus are thinking. Why don't work to solve this problem? That is a tremendous amount of effort to solve a problem that can be solved by a shift of perception of the issues. My job is to bring my thoughts to others and create awareness about the topic until I have the means to manifest my vision. I have a very specific way I know things can work and if those in power could listen to me it could work but only with the shift of people's mindsets can this all take place. It requires patience. It requires care. It requires a complete re-shift in the way we understand the world. We need to prioritize LIFE in and of itself. I think it is obvious what we need to do. We have raped and pillaged the world for so long to reach a place of comfort and safety from each other. It is time now that we come together and solve the bigger problems those before have created. Our oceans are polluted. Our food sources are ravaged. We are living in a modern-day apocalypse but we are so hyper-focused on our own gain we have lost the importance of the status of the world. It is time we all become more conscious of the societies we are working hard for and take a step back to slow down and unpack the traumas and issues we ALL have and figure out the root cause. Poverty should exist in a world where there is more than enough to go around.
By Ami Merchant3 years ago in Earth
Being alone is a good thing. Here's why.
Why am I with someone and still feel all by myself? This a question you've probably asked yourself, just like me. I wonder all the time if I really like this person why do I find myself overthinking and wishing it ended up differently. I wish this person knew how they made me feel. Why won't they open up to me? I feel so terribly alone. Whining.... I channel my higher self when this happens. I think about this situation in the grand scheme of my life and realise this is a cycle. I notice the cycle of karma through relationships manifesting before my eyes. You know how they say the universe will send you the same lesson over and over until you learn and never look back? Well yeah this was happening. Let's begin the story. I met a young girl in my college dorm. I was immediately attracted to her energy when she walked into the room. Her eyes lit up and her smile as powerful as the sun. I wanted to connect with her as soon as possible. She came to my dorm with m roommates friends. She brought friends with her so I knew she wouldn't be alone, but I like to get to know people when they're alone because the real them comes out. We all went back to her dorm room and talked for a little it got quiet and there was no flow. I decided to transition the conversation into her room and talk a little more about each other. We talked and connected a little. She seemed really happy around me and we ended up talking all night. We cuddled in her bed and I spent the night, Maybe I moved a little too fast, but I felt as if the vibes were right. She clearly felt the same. We talked about it the next day and decided what happened was a little odd and we continued to hangout after that and became really close. I later find out she has a boyfriend in her hometown that she never broke off. He really loves her and I honestly did not respect that. I felt like my feelings were more important than logic in this situation. We kept hanging out. The sleepovers continued and we both began to get attached. I could tell this was moving fast and I began to give her space but the damage has already been done and we are always around each other. If she is not at work or if I'm not at school or working on my art we're around each other. She's either at my dorm or I'm at her's. I tried to open up to her and get a little deeper into her mind, but she would immediately change the subject or avoid opening up to me. I figured time would heal all wounds and she would open up due time. I was wrong. She became a partier and decided to go to clubs, get drunk every night and disconnect from her responsibilities. I was distraught. The girl I created in my head was far from the girl I knew. I knew I made a mistake and this girl has manifested into my reality to teach me a lesson about protecting my energy and focusing on what I came to this school to do. I understand the potential damage one can have on my life if I'm not careful.
By Ami Merchant4 years ago in Psyche
