Amanda Nissen
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Just random thoughts from a strange existence.
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Love
~LOVE~ Once upon a time, I fell in love, he was also in love. We were the same kind of soul, the kind that existed in two different places as two different people. That’s how we connected on a level I never felt, was I young of course, but when you have friends and everything you want at that time and you still want to live the rest of your life next to this one person. This person who made the one who took care of everyone, taken care of, while he was drowning himself. He put me and my happiness before his own and it was like a whirlwind of feelings I had for him like he was missing from me until I met him.
By Amanda Nissen5 years ago in Humans
The reality of gaslighting
As I sit by and watch these humans, physically change into different humans with different personalities, it sounds so crazy, right? Well, it is and not only crazy but dangerous. However, it is not just my eyes that take in the change. My energy, intuition, and digestive system can't deny something that the blind could feel. However many of them that deny it and call me crazy, when in reality they are crazy for coming in at 5'6 at the most, trying to convince me they are the 6'1 man I met multiple times as my everyday friend's boyfriend, she happens to be 5'9, I am only 5'3, therefore I know for a fact that they are not who they say think they are. It is disturbing, to say the least. As I vocalize the facts, this creature standing in at eye level to 5'6ish can't fathom the facts and it turns into a fight that will last until he thinks enough time has passed since that's all he uses as an apology, even when I lived with this person and my everyday friend for a few months and seen him be a boyfriend to my friend. After all, I just escaped a shit show and it was nice being in the embrace of real genuine people again, was it off sometime, absolutely, but was it this off, as off as the person I believed I escaped from, no it was not. There was a sense of consistency that I respected when I lived there.
By Amanda Nissen5 years ago in Longevity
The day my world changed!
Once upon a time, I dated this boy whose hair I cut, that's how we met. We have a chaotic and back and forth situation for about a little over a year. While he was playing weird mind games, one day my brain caught on and life hasn't been the same since.
By Amanda Nissen5 years ago in Humans