looking at herself all she sees is flaws, not noticing her doll eyes, her cupid shaped lips, her nose that perfectly alines with her face. all she could notice was how much she ate that previous day and how people would feel about her the next.
she did things if people found out it would be the talk of the school. all she cares about was if she was skinnier than heather. heather had that perfect stomach the one that the belly button goes up, hourglass, a body a man wouldnt want to use but keep. but she had a “slutty body” medium chest more thick body shape. something a man would look at and wonder how he could get in her pants. not something someone would want to nurture.
she continued to go to the gym that day. wearing the shorts that showed off her bubble butt and a top that perfectly hugged her body. she wanted someone just to notice, look, not touch her body she thought was so worthless. and they did. they all turned their head to look at her. but not her. her body. never the face. she never realized her face for what it was and only thought if she was wearing something revealing she would get the attention she wanted a nice man. it sounds dumb right, searching for something doing the exact opposite of what she wanted. but she thought she was lucky, people would notice her face behind all of the fancy clothes and push up bras and clothes that made her body look like something out of a magazine.
she continued her day walking out the gym to her sisters car. arrogant mad at her self and reflecting her anger off other people. wondering if they would ever notice her arrogance for the sadness that was leaping in her body, constantly comparing on how she can look better. not be better. she really was an awful person. she let who ever she seemed fit in her pants and would just wanna forget about the whole thing the next morning. a repeating head whirling cycle she had to battle in her head every day wondering if it would be over if she did it one more time and a time again it never ended.
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"Do It Again" the track that would ultimately open the Beach Boys final album on Capitol Records which was released on February 10th 1969 had originally been released as a single in August of 1968. The track was the first of many post-Pet Sounds era throwbacks to the early Beach Boys sound which would become continually more cliched and eventually lead the Beach Boys to the level of self-parody they would eventually succumb to in the 1980s while their closest contemporaries The Beatles nearing the end of their run in 1969 would go on to be viewed as the most influential band of all time. However, the song itself is not bad on its surface, and it opens with a futuristic sounding (for 1969) drumbeat captured by then-Beach Boys engineer Stephen Desper using tape delays on the drums performed by Dennis Wilson and John Guerin. The song has been re-recorded numerous times over the years on various Beach Boys-related projects most notably the 2011 re-recording at Capitol studios featuring the five surviving Beach Boys at the time backed instrumentally by various members of both the Brian Wilson Band and Mike Loves touring "Beach Boys" to promote the then upcoming Beach Boys 50th Anniversary reunion tour in 2012. The hammering and power drill sound at the end of the song was an excerpt from a track called "Workshop" that was to be a part of the uncompleted "SMiLE" album.
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