Don’t make the mistakes i made

I never wanted to opt for science. But as my father is a very stubborn man. I completed my 11th-12th in science.

I belong to a very rich family. Sudden of all, my father, being the only earner of the family faced a downhill in business.

I began having paranomal experiences. I could see and hear stuff that I shouldn’t have had. If that makes you think, it must have been some coincidence or anything like that: NO. My sister too got the same experiences.

My father, he was indulged in another woman. How do I know? Again, I heard something that I shouldn’t have had.

My health began to deteriorate. I suddenly gained 10kg in a matter of a few months.

I never got my father’s love. And the same happened with my mother. She was never loved after her marriage.

I was forcefully put into a reputed medical school via management seat. I’m doing MBBS, but I never wanted to.

I was sent away from home, to live in hostel. My health got terribly bad.

Some things I was diagnosed with are:

• PCOS
• appendicitis
• Non-Alcoholic fatty liver
• Colitis
• Pancreatitis
• Depression
• Insulin resistance
• I gained extra 10kgs again.

I was put on anti-depressants for a few months. I could not do any work or study. All I wanted to do was to cry.

My paranomal experiences increased.

I learned that my mother had an extra-marital affair.

My boyfriend cheated on me. He used me. (No, I am virgin).

I got bullied by professors.

I was in depression, so got late to give my university exam, and of course they didn’t allow me to attempt and hence had to waste one year.

I attempted suicide under depression. I had almost felt my throat choked and finally was getting into peace, but my father broke into the room. (Sounds made-up, but isn’t.)

I’m having severe issues with weight loss, whatever I do, it doesn’t seem to help.

Under these conditions, I still manage to keep a smile on my face. Not bragging about but, if you would meet me, you wouldn’t have the slightest hint that I’m going through all this.

This message is for all the teenagers and my aged people. No matter what life gets you through, keep going. When you hear others’ problems, yours seems shit. This life is too short to focus your energy on the negative. I know life is tough, it gives you kicks in the ass. But there are people out there who would go miles to keep you happy, like your mom. I wouldn’t say father because I never knew what a father’s love is felt like. Not complaining, but just a point note worthy, my mom fulfilled both the roles: One of a mother’s, another of father’s.

Focus your energy on the positive, and you’ll start believing in miracles.

All the best. God bless!