What its life

Not knowing what will happen tomorrow, I live my life to the fullest, travel is my source of inspiration and I hope in a year to fulfill my dreams and have the right job. At the moment I am in a complicated search, I am looking for peace, I want to find myself.

A few days ago I went to Istanbul, a special city, but still unsuitable for a person who loves silence, because Istanbul is very crowded and noisy, but that's not what I want to tell you in this text.

Being alone in a mall in the city, I felt like I was being followed by a guy of another ethnicity, different from the people in Turkey. In the end he approached me and wanted to meet me. I talked to him, but in vain. club or something like that to have fun and get to know each other better, obviously I said "ok, see you later" but as I left the mall I forgot about him. He wrote to me on Instagram, because he had asked for my number on the phone, I suggested we talk on Instagram, because that's how I can give her Block after I get home. I talked to him before, I told him I couldn't go out because he had a cold, he insisted for another day and in the end he blocked me because I refused him, it seemed like I was mean.

I'm home now, untouched

4 days passed quickly, I caught a cold, the city caused me migraines and yet I had positive emotions. Grandma Turkey brought me to know about the people in this country and the news that is being heard, obviously I want to convince myself and something like this can happen in any country, because people are bad nu .not ethnicity

The next destination I would like to be something exotic, Thailand or Vietnam, but unfortunately due to the conflict between Russia and Ukraine the flights to Moldova are currently canceled, anyway this summer and more precisely August I will go with my mother or alone in one of these 2 destinations, I'm not sure what I want to share my time and the rest of my life with, but I'm sure it's related to art, tourism. I always hear stupid questions about my future, sometimes it bothers me, because people like me who have never done anything in life and spend the rest of their lives working on what they don't want, I waste my life, they are afraid to try something new , fear of failure, but only through failures and courage you get what you really want, we all have the right to make mistakes and it's not embarrassing, embarrassing is to die poor and with written wishes, no one cares about you so long how poor, ugly and stupid you are, then your name isn't interesting to them either, we all know that famous, beautiful and smart people are envious and gossipy, but isn't that the meaning of life ?!

In this life you have to do what your soul desires and then you will get complete freedom, that way you will feel that you live and you will become indifferent, because only this way you will really understand the meaning of the word "alive" and you will not say that you only exist. , I hope one day to be where I want to be with the right people, to be the way I should be, to have the right job and for success it takes courage.