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The Reverse Tick

Some lessons, once learned, cannot be unlearned.

By HAADIPublished 28 days ago 4 min read

Mr. Elias Thorne’s classroom always smelled of chalk dust and resignation. He was a history teacher, fifty-six years old, and had the kind of slump in his shoulders that suggested the weight of all recorded human folly rested squarely there. The fluorescent lights hummed a low, constant complaint above his head. His tweed jacket, a permanent fixture, had frayed cuffs that seemed to unravel with each passing year, much like his own enthusiasm.

One particularly grey Tuesday, sifting through the school’s condemned storage closet for a map that probably didn't exist anymore, he found it. Tucked away behind stacks of moth-eaten textbooks and a broken globe, sat an old brass pendulum clock. Its face was yellowed, the Roman numerals faded. It was heavy, a good solid weight, but silent. No tick, no tock. Thorne, out of some perverse curiosity or just to avoid grading another set of essays, took it back to his classroom. He set it on his desk, an odd ornament amidst the towering piles of paper.

That evening, fiddling with its back, prying open the corroded battery compartment, he swapped in two fresh AAAs. He expected nothing. He got nothing. Then, as he turned to leave, a faint whirring. The pendulum swung. Not forward, but a steady, deliberate swing *backward*. The second hand, a thin, elegant needle, began its crawl counter-clockwise. From twelve to eleven, to ten. The minute hand, then the hour. Every tick, a step into what was already gone.

He watched it, dumbfounded. It wasn't broken; it was simply… inverted. He brought it in the next morning, placed it on his desk, right in the center. The usual drone of his voice, dissecting the Peloponnesian War, was punctuated by the clock’s quiet, backward movement. Kids noticed. First, a few confused glances, then whispers. "Is it broken, sir?" Young Mark, always the brave one.

Thorne merely grunted, adjusted his spectacles. "No, Mark. It's working perfectly." A beat of silence. He let them stew in it. Then, he tapped a finger on the glass. "Today, we're not talking about what happened. We're talking about what *didn't* happen. What we wish hadn't happened." He let the words hang, watching their faces. Most looked bored. A few, like Lena, sat a little straighter. Lena, the quiet girl in the third row, who always chewed on the end of her pen, her gaze fixed on the retreating hands of the clock.

Lena had a tightness around her eyes, a perpetual knot in her brow. She’d been caught whispering answers to her friend during a math test last week. A minor thing, in the grand scheme. But to Lena, it was a chasm. She’d always been the 'good' one. Now, she felt a burning shame whenever Mr. Henderson, the math teacher, looked her way. She saw the clock, its hands sweeping back, and felt a strange pang. A longing. What if time *could* go back? Just to the moment before she’d whispered. Before the shame.

After class, Lena lingered. Thorne was erasing the whiteboard, his movements slow, deliberate. "Sir," she started, her voice barely a whisper, "that clock… why does it go backwards?"

Thorne turned, a chalk smudge on his cheek. "Because it can, I suppose. A novelty." He watched her, saw the careful way she didn't meet his eyes. "What about it, Lena? You look like you're trying to outrun something."

She bit her lip. "It's just… wouldn't it be nice? To go back? To a moment, and just… do it differently?" Her gaze drifted to the clock, its second hand now moving from twenty-four minutes past, to twenty-three, to twenty-two. She imagined it, the whole room rewinding. The bell unringing, the test papers un-distributed, the words unsaid. She pictured herself, head down, doing her own work.

Thorne leaned against his desk, the old brass clock ticking softly between them. "Oh, it'd be more than nice, Lena. It'd be salvation for some. A second chance for others." He paused, his eyes unfocused, looking beyond the walls, into his own catalogue of regrets. A harsh word to his father, left un-apologized. A teaching opportunity he hadn't seized. Moments that, like sand through fingers, were just gone. "But the thing about time, Lena," he continued, his voice softer now, "is that it only ever goes one way. That clock, it's a lie. A beautiful, cruel lie."

Lena stared at the clock, then at Thorne. The old man, usually so detached, seemed to sag even further under the weight of his words. The room was quiet again, save for the rhythmic, inverse sweep of the clock. Its hands moved relentlessly, back towards a past that remained fixed, untouchable. Lena felt a cold knot tighten in her stomach. The clock wasn't offering hope; it was mocking it. It wasn't about going back. It was about seeing, in stark, undeniable relief, that you never could. The lesson, a bitter pill, settled in her gut. She looked at the clock, then out the window at the schoolyard where kids were laughing, pushing, living forward. She took a deep, shuddering breath.

"So," she said, her voice a little stronger, "what do we do then? When we can't… go back?"

Thorne pushed off his desk, picked up a piece of chalk. He walked to the board, his movements stiff. He wrote a single word, large and stark: *FORWARD*. The chalk scraped against the board, a harsh, unforgiving sound. He didn't turn around.

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