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The Glass Heart of the Deep

Beneath the black ocean, a diver chased a ghost through a city built of shattered memories.

By The 9x FawdiPublished about a month ago 4 min read

Elias tasted salt before he even hit the water. It was in his throat, in the back of his teeth, a permanent fixture after all these years. The cold metal of the boat deck bit into his bare forearms as he tightened the straps of his tank, the rhythmic thump of the diesel engine a dull throb against the hull. Another dive. Another descent into the impossible.

“You sure about this, Elias?” Mateo’s voice was rough, scarred by wind and whiskey. He didn't look at Elias, just fiddled with a coil of rope, his eyes on the churning gray water. Mateo had been with him for a year now, seen the obsession take root, watch it bloom into this brittle, desperate thing. He knew better than to argue, but the question hung there, a final flicker of concern before the dark swallowed it.

Elias grunted, adjusted the mask, the rubber cold against his cheek. “Same as yesterday.” Same as last week. Same as the month before. He’d told Mateo the official story: charting anomalies, deep-sea geology, whatever sounded scientific enough to justify the endless fuel bills. The truth was heavier, colder, waiting for him at the bottom of the Mariana Trench.

He rolled backward, the shock of the frigid water a familiar slap. Bubbles erupted, a fleeting, shimmering crown, then vanished into the gloom. The line paid out above him, a thin umbilical to the world he no longer truly inhabited. The pressure began immediately, a dull ache in his ears, then a crushing embrace around his chest, squeezing the very breath out of him even with the regulator supplying it. Light dissolved, first to a bruised purple, then to an inky blackness so profound it felt like a physical barrier.

The city appeared as it always did: not suddenly, but emerging from the void, shimmering. Not stone, not coral, but something else entirely. Structures of crystalline facets, catching the faintest bioluminescence from deep-sea creatures, reflecting it, distorting it. A city of fractured light and impossible angles. A heart made of broken glass, buried alive. He knew its geography now, every impossible street, every teetering spire, every plaza of jagged, reflective towers. He’d swam these ghost avenues a hundred times.

He pushed through a boulevard where the buildings seemed to weep slow, thick tears of light. Here, the current picked up, tugging at his fins, trying to pull him into a deeper crevice. He fought it, muscle memory kicking in. He was looking for the Plaza of Whispers today, a vast, open space where the refracted light created fleeting, phantom images. Sometimes, he swore he saw her there.

Lena. He hadn’t spoken her name aloud in so long, it felt foreign, sharp on his tongue even in his own head. His mind, though, spoke it constantly, a silent, endless chant. He saw her in the way the light bent around a crystal archway, a flash of red hair, the curve of a smile. He saw her in the distorted reflections on the polished surfaces, a quick, familiar gesture of her hand before it dissolved into nothingness, leaving only his own haggard face staring back.

He stopped at the edge of the Plaza. It was immense, a silent graveyard of impossible architecture. A vast, flat surface, perfectly smooth, reflected his entire existence in a distorted, wavering mirror. Above him, a colossal, shattered dome-like structure, its thousands of facets catching and scattering the dim glow from his helmet. It was like swimming through the inside of a broken kaleidoscope. He remembered the last fight, the stupid, meaningless words, the slamming door. He remembered the call, the polite, formal tone, the ocean taking her. It wasn't the city he was searching for; it was the argument, the missing 'I love you', the last chance to reach out. He was trying to find a way to rewind, to mend the words he'd left broken on the kitchen floor.

He kicked forward, drawn to a particular point on the smooth, glassy floor. A faint glint, different from the others. He reached it, settling his fins carefully, trying not to stir up the fine silt that coated everything. It was a locket, half-buried, its delicate chain snapped. Not Lena’s. Too ornate, too old. But it was *there*, a tangible piece of a past he couldn't grasp, a shared loss with a civilization long gone. He picked it up, the cold metal surprisingly heavy in his gloved hand. He flipped it open. Empty. Just a circular indentation where a photograph, or a memory, once sat.

He stared at the empty locket, then at his own face, reflected in the smooth, empty glass of the Plaza. The pressure was getting to him, the air in his tank was running low, the cold seeping into his bones. He could stay here, let the ocean claim him, let the glass city become his tomb, a final resting place for his guilt and grief. The thought was tempting, a soft, insidious whisper. But then he saw it, not a reflection of Lena, but a flicker of his own defiance in the distorted glass, a stubborn refusal to break, to shatter completely.

Elias closed his fist around the locket, its edges biting into his palm through the glove. He turned, slowly, away from the empty space where a memory should have been, away from the impossible beauty of the city. He pushed off the glassy floor, a single kick, and began the long, agonizing ascent.

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The 9x Fawdi

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