Healing My Sons Heart

With fear in his heart

that I wouldn’t believe him,

he revealed to me.

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He told me details,

things that are sexual and

I knew right away.

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He’s only seven,

and remembers the first time,

on his fourth birthday.

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“She bought tons of gifts,”

he went on to say to me,

“to keep it from you.”

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“Just me? Why not him?”

“She didn’t want you to know.”

He was courageous.

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I don’t mess around,

disgusting and illegal,

a violation.

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My ex got it too.

She didn’t care if he knew.

He won’t report it.

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With time and healing,

I broke the cycle for us.

It only takes one.

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I see the joy and

happiness coming back, too.

He hugs me so tight.

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The joy wasn’t there,

when dragons were breathing fire,

but they are slayed now.

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I will protect us

from the dragons of our past,

because that’s my job.

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Checking the rear view

isn’t something I plan to do,

they’re too small to see.

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When I understand

what we have stormed together,

it makes me so proud.

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He's my light and joy,

strength and determination,

my angel on earth.

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You have told me that

you are glad I am your mom.

I learned it from you.