Passionate about my problems

So I flopped onto the couch on Memorial Day wondering why I feel so desperate. Then I realized I don’t have decent company, I’m drowning in debt as I maxed out all four of my credit cards, I don’t have cash, and my love life is not real.

I don’t know where to start. If any of these problems ring true to you then continue reading.

Choosing to write about my problems as a means to making money was the last thing on my mind. Yea it’s true, I can be a good writer, but do I really enjoy sitting here using my brain to think of grammatically correct sentences and paragraphs? Hmm, we’ll see just how much of an effort I make and if I’m truly a good “writer.”

I still don’t know how I’m going to make cash writing this. So I guess I’ll just stop right here and toggle screens.. brb! (Ten seconds later) Oh okay, by views or subscribers. Hope that helps anybody else who is as lost as I am.

Now that I’m giving this a shot, I can actually be passionate in writing about something I am actually passionate about.. my problems!

I literally just got done sorting my income and expenses with my mom. Mind you I am 29 years old and just got accepted into an international medical school. I’m trying to pay off my 20K of personal debt in two months before I start school.

We established the fact that most of my money is spent on OnlyFans.. yes OnlyFans. I recently became intrigued by the site and all the beautiful people on it. I finally was able to have real conversations (although motivated by the desire to take my money) with influencers that are beautiful to look at.

After deciding I can no longer spend on this site, I also established another fact. That I should stop spending on food too. Which is another problem. So two problems discussed so far. Spending on categories that I overindulge in.

Why don’t we discuss how I don’t have decent company. Does anybody else have this problem? I wouldn’t say I’m a longer…cause I’m actually pretty cool. At least that’s why I hear..but really, I wonder if anybody else has trouble making new friends.

I decided to leave my high school friends in the past and look for new friends. Any new connections will do. I mean I only keep in touch with one of my friends from undergrad, but I seriously want more!

My love life as been through subliminal social media communication for the past 7 years. Yes you read that right. For the past 7 years I have been entertaining girls that I like through my social media content. Here’s the best part, they have me blocked and we don’t even follow each other. But someway, somehow, we love each other.

So that’s it for now.. no money, no credit, no real love life, and no friends. I don’t mean to throw a pitty party. Far from it. But really, things can get much better if this writing thing works out for me. Wish me luck! Cause for once, I’ll be okay with needing it.