Your Hurt

i tell you i hate myself. you said you too.

i believe it, but hurts no less. you...

you're beautiful sophie,

like hatter, like howl.

doesn't matter,

to you, its hate.

above me, i hate myself but i want you.

moaning, still painful.

i wish you saw you at all,

a handsome handful,

my. mine. my boy. my beautiful boy.

a dark paradise, your brain,

a stream of colours, your spirit.

tidal waves within, torrential rain,

i want you too. i want you, beautiful you.

my mind is as mean, please recognize.

please.

please what. use your words, babe.

just please. please please please.

your hurt, dull, attention-seeking.

when your smile comes. wow.

i want you too. i want you, beautiful you.