You from far away are my deepest thoughts

01.

There is a kind of thought that lingers in my heart all the time, but I can't let you know about it. The reason is that you are far away, and we are separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.

If it is possible, I want to cross the mountains and seas and run to a distant place to meet with you that I miss so much. But I don't know if we can still be the same as before.

I miss the days when you were around, every day was happy, and everything I did felt meaningful. The fact is that you will find a lot of people who are not able to get a good deal on this.

We are so similar as if we are another self scattered in the world. Our meeting is not a coincidence, but a destined fate.

A good relationship is not just about how much two people love each other, but also about two people who have complementary personalities and compatible outlooks, so that they can get along easily, comfortably, and naturally, and no one has to pretend deliberately but can be their most authentic selves.

Just like us, we never hide our strengths and weaknesses. The complacency is never modest, and the deficiency is never argued. Right and wrong, right and wrong, is how it is. It is this kind of honesty and truthfulness that brings two hearts closer and closer, and feelings deeper and deeper.

If not for the providence of God, we would have been together, and this relationship would have been long-lasting, but unfortunately ......

It is always sad to part with someone who does not want to face it but has to face it. The fact is that some people can only accompany each other for a ride, not for a lifetime.

02.

"After a parting of the floating clouds, flowing water for ten years."

I don't know if there is still a place for me in your heart, but in my heart, you are still the irreplaceable existence of anyone. These years, your thoughts are not increasing, just learn to hide, after all, life goes on, and people have to move forward.

Just like the passage written in "Passing Through Your World": "A memory is a city, time corrodes all the buildings, the tall buildings and roads are all sanded. If you do not move forward, you will be buried by the sand. So we are in tears, step back, but can only go forward."

Step by step, we turn back because we can't let go of our thoughts.

Continue to go forward, only because the heavy burden, can not be shed.

If you can let go of the past, you won't sink in your thoughts; if you can be free, you won't be held hostage by life, tied by responsibility.

The past is a beautiful memory, the immediate is the reality of the fireworks. Perhaps, half-memories, half fireworks, is the most real life.

03.

"I miss people, far away from home. I have something to feel, knotted in deep intestines."

And you are what my heart is thinking about, far away from the corners of the world. The past with you has been sealed in the deepest memory.

I used to look at the sky and think, what are you doing in the distance, will you also happen to be thinking about me?

I can't contact you, so I don't know what's on your mind, and all my hopes can't be fulfilled, and this bitter wine of longing can only be poured by myself.

I can't forget you after all, just because you were once engraved in my heart. The good and brief encounter is the warmth of my heart forever. I thought that time would fade away all, but I didn't expect the longer it took, the stronger the thoughts.

The first thing you need to do is to get a good idea of what you're looking for.

You are in a faraway place, my deepest thoughts. This thought has long been engraved into life, life does not stop, the thought is not only.

I would like to go to your city and meet you in the beautiful twilight, the twilight is pale and soft, like a dream, intoxicating.

In "Norwegian Forest", Haruki Murakami wrote: "Everyone has a forest of their own, perhaps we have never been there, but it has always been there, will always be there. Those who are lost are lost, and those who meet will meet again."

In this forest of mine, there will always be a figure, which is my only obsession in this life. If it is said that those who meet will meet again, I hope that day can come earlier.