Wishes for me

i wish someone would hate me the way i hate me

take the burden off my chest and allow me to breathe

hold my hand and tell me dirty things

make me cry and scream and then just let me be.

if someone would hate me the way i hate me

then maybe they could finally see there is little to behold in regards to me

i need someone to hate me

just tell me you hate me it might make me smile

i wish someone could hate me, just for a little while

i just want to breathe