
Why?
Why do I still think of you?
Why do I still picture you ?
Looking how you always do ….Why do I still think you’re coming?
Knowing you’re not…
Why do I still cry over you ?
Knowing you’re not caring about me…
Why do I still care after all the pain you’ve caused me ….
Why?
Why is it you I want ?
Why do I still want to see that smile of yours….. why do I want to hear your laugh ? see the way you look at me…… feel your touch …. feel your lips on mine …….Just one…. more… time .
Why?
Why do I still feel those butterflies that I got whenever I’d see those beautiful blue eyes ….
why do I want to feel your hand intertwine with mine?
Why do i wanna go through all this pain to see you one more time ….
Why?
Why do I feel all this pain ?
Why does my heart still skip a beat whenever I hear your name…
Why?
Why do I feel tears running down my face when it is dry ?
Why do I dream about you still ? Me holding you again knowing everything would be alright … Feeling that smile on my face … Thinking you’d stay…… Yet not having a clue you’d leave …
Why?
Why do I still want you?
Why do I want to feel your hands on my waist ?…
Why?
When all you did was waste my time…..Why do I still wonder if there will be an “us”?
Why do I still wait for your name to pop up in my phone or to see your name saying you’re calling me ….
Why are you all I think about ?
No… It’s not love …
But it is your love I want ….You are the one I want…. the one I want to see all the time … The one I get to call “mine” … “my everything “ … The one I’d get to call “my girlfriend “ and see the look of shock on people’s face when I say those exact words….Why do I still want you ?
The one I’d drive insane but yet you’ll still stay…The one I’d be happy with as long as you’re happy …
But why all of this ?
Because in my eyes you’re perfect …. your smile your hair ,your style ,your eyes , your laughter , your positivity, your imperfections, your awkwardness, your big heart , your motivation,your desires , your wants in life , your love towards your family …You …Just… Everything about you …
Why do I still hope when there maybe is none ?
Why do you make me smile ?
Why do I stay up at night thinking about you pulling away from you kissing me and just smile ?
Why do I still think about you ?
Why do you cross my mind every second ?
Why you ?


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