Who am I?

I fall to my knees and pray that I don't go weak
I try to clean my mind
I need an 8 day week plus 3 just to say I got enough sleep
call that overtime
My moms more worried for my mind than I
I'm addicted to writing lines
like I'm tryna find my shining light
after watching dragons fight
Think you know my life but I'll never show the other side
I know you got my mind in your left hand
With my soul in the right
I'm a man of gods might but I'm filled with the devils pride
I'll take acid and stalk my mind
Feel the world alive
Climb high cause I'm stepping on time
If you Ask how I feel about life I'll reply yours or mine
Who am I?
What do I symbolize
They say the eyes are the window to the soul
now come inside
Don't mind the lies sprawled across the walls
Guess I haven't had time to install something for you to stand in awe and gawk at
I've been too busy stalling to notice you getting taller
Or maybe I'm just falling
Wow, thought I would have caught me by now
That's odd it feels good to stop and watch
When you know time don't give a fuck about clocks until they stop