Where Did You Go?

Where did you go?

This morning, you were you,

This afternoon it feels like I'm talking to someone else,

Shouting,

Screaming,

Confusing words,

Mixing reality with fantasy,

I can see your physique with my eyes,

You look like you,

You sound like you,

But the words you speak,

Don't sound like the person I have come to know,

I've known you for over 25 years,

Please;

Tears are rolling down my cheeks,

My heart is in pain,

My mind doesn't know what to do,

Where did you go?

Where is that gentle giant I fell deeply in love with?

My feelings are still strong,

You are there in person, but distant in mind,

I can hear your voice,

Though you speak a language I don't recognise;

I know the real you will be back,

But how long before the pain takes over and I

lose you once more?

Please tell me;

Where did you go?

Do you still know who I am?

Do you still love me?

My heart breaks hard,

Though I know this is temporary,

You will come back,

When the pain ends,

I love you so,

Please don't judge me,

Personality switches are confusing,

It makes me feel sad,

When you're pain makes me ask,

'Where did you go?'

I can promise you this,

No matter how many times your brain leaves me,

I will remain strong,

I will love you for eternity.

W