What to think

Ive stopped working

and started hustling

cause it wasn’t working

nigga trust me

I was barley earning

only surviving monthly

shit really hurt me

my past cut me

been through the worst of things

what’s love really done for me

im not sure what to believe

but I really I want to see

feel it when I bleed

flow with the breeze

inhale natural leaves

let the bullshit freeze

for the moment til it creeps

back up to mess with me

can’t blow it off til I sneeze

plus I have hella allergies

excuse and God bless me

cause I can’t rinse off my impurities

Hes the first to put fear in me

Forgave me for sin before it occurred to me

I’m still learning a lot of things

tryna find out what works for me

its still burning and it burdens me

whenever I hear certain things

I will let it go eventually

remember I’ve been working on me

my body and also mentally

It means a little bit more to me

well plenty, I was low, real empty

I don’t need anymore to drink

or Ill begin to express everything

i mean If I could afford a shrink

that would be really interesting

if they want more just poor me a drink

I should probably keep some listerine

just in case after the session we decide to say fuck it and link

cause all of the sudden you’ve been missing me..

and I don’t know what to fuckin think.

-pepper