What's Next ?

A day has passed without me being where you Are;

And hat has been on my mind the whole day..

I never wrote down how I felt Abt this until 5:31 am today; the choice to keep on writing was dwindling based on my uncertainty of you wanting to keep listening/reading,

Your touches and ways towards me, now makes me feel that I shouldn't lose hope in desiring and loving you.

If I am not assuming, I notice your erotic appeals and may have been slow to respond because I didn't want to act based on assumption or embarrass you or myself, and I have never practically explored sexuality with a woman .


I wouldn't ignore or shy away from exploring and sharing sexual passion together with you, apart from that, we could repair and refresh our communication times, it hurts when I can't express all I see and feel; to you, It feels like burying painful hunger in the bottom of my belly.. when I listened to ur concerns About the kitchen sink being littered the next morning, I felt exactly what u were feeling deep down in my belly, I felt that I had been missing a lot on what you feel.

The willingness to share in your deep/ hurt feelings and let your fun overwhelm me is like stepping into a loving Reality, I would love that you love me overwhelmingly like I do.

Though all of this goes beyond how people say love, Love ...

Though your glaring looks are lightening the burden recently, I would love to hold you so closely and softly and at the same time feel an intense passion and bond fill us up to the top.


I appreciate your kind gesture of opening the net for me after dropping the gas cylinder, No one has ever treated me like that before, and Right now tears are in my eyes .. I felt loved and Kinged,

Thanks for beginning to stare at me,

If there's anything I would say quickly it's that only common reality shouldn't stop our possible togetherness.. inside this possibility, we can only try not to limit our happiness .

This is a Divine time to be warmed in OVEN of our Passion, this week and the next has been granted unto me to fulfill this, before distractive glares out there persuade this indulgence; Hence Ceding away from you and then Other advances may make me default to being Frozen than required.

I would love to heal our Love .