What If You Found What I Wrote

What if you found that poem I wrote about you?

Would you apologise or leave holes in the wall?

You never realised how much you hurt me.

How your words stabbed me again and again.

One punch from you, I know could kill!



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I read some stories about gaslighters and abusers

I saw two people in the villains: My ex and you

You two are so much alike with your long hair.

Hatred for cheese, love for chips and games.

You're both unemployed and play video games

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Perhaps I write this to both of you, because you

Both still haunt me. One of you said the child I lost

Was better off dead. And the other told me to just

Move on and then had the nerve to say it wasn't his

Blocked for no reason, I think breaking my heart is enough

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I unblocked you cause I had a message from my friend

But you didn't care what she had to say. So you're reblocked.

She and her boyfriend never sent your girlfriend death threats.

She needs to stop drinking you say, but who are you

To dictate what she can and can't do when you are the one

Making false accusations.

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I suppose that was another lie on top of the other lies.

You lied about the big shoot out in my local town.

You lied when you said you were going to pay me back.

You lied when you said we were friends and you lie

When you say you are in love. You are a serial cheat.

You know nothing about love

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You profited from my suffering and insecurities.

You don't actually care that I blocked you.

You boast about your new girlfriend whilst

Your Facebook profile still says you're single.

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If it true she has received death threats I am sorry,

But don't blame me or my friends. Maybe if you

Weren't such a serial cheat, with your list of girls

You chat up, you wouldn't be in that mess.

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And if you are angry reading this

It's because you know it's true.

"I thought u had a gf"

"She's at work!"

😘😍💙 Matching Snapchat filters

The endless xxx

"Don't add her, I don't want a fight!"

"Don't tell her about us!"

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No, I will never stop telling the truth.

You are nothing more than a scrounger

I know you're a serial cheat and you

Treat your female friends like trash

Women are dolls to you to collect and discard

At your own pleasure

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You and my ex are two sides of the same coin

I guess there's two types of autistic people

The ones that feel everything and the ones

That feel nothing, but none of that excuses

what you said and did.The pain I went through

Will never go away, whilst you can saddle along

As it it never happened.

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If there is any comfort here in a place far away

My angel babies never got to feel sadness...

Or disappointment. They never had to feel the rejection.

They never got to know what scumbags their fathers were

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Yet despite all the horrific stuff you done to me

I still want to think that deep down you are a good

Person as you always said you are nice until somebody

Pisses you off. And you said you were nothing but nice to me

Your nicknames for me: dickhead, knob and bitch.

Smothering me in a blanket so you can shag me.

Telling me when I can and cant eat and

Breaking my door handle

Yeah that's your idea of being nice

You never were violent even when you wanted to be

But you emotionally manipulated me and tried to say

I was the problem.

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No matter where I roam, the trauma will stay

If you want to hang out, you will only gaslight me again

It was not my choice to cut you off It was

What I had do to save my sanity!

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