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What I want

c. winter 2019

By Jane DidPublished 5 years ago 1 min read

I want to be written about in diaries.

Doodled in bathroom stalls.

Scribed on linoleum.

Circled in a phonebook.

Carved into the layers of paint on the deepest platform of Grand Central station.

I want to be mentioned in hushed tones,

over a bar counter.

In between sheets.

Under a cupped hand,

into a stream.

I want to be tucked

in the black and white

frayed spine

of a composition book.

Hidden in a wallet.

Squished under a pillow.

Pinched between sweaty fingers.

Buried in a tiny box between a feather and shiny penny.

I want to be found

in a tree with roots so deep they’ll grow even after

time has gone.

I want to fall first and land last.

I want to leave and never go.

I want this,

the dirt under my nails. Selfish.

If I ever got what I wanted.

surreal poetry

About the Creator

Jane Did

A space for release; feelings of comfort, distress, dreams and waking nightmares. Posing to share as vividly as I can, I’m a Queens resident toeing the line on the weight of words and balance of emotion.

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