What are the feelings does love have ?

Her- Please give me your fake id details, I really need to know if he really likes me or is there anyone else in his life!

Me - (after giving the credentials) Please don’t pull me in between. And even if you flirt, make sure you do it properly, dont sound like a desperate lady!

After few days, the guy Anusha liked knew that the conversation is taking place from a fake id and knew hacking. He asked Anusha for his number. Anusha, who already knew him, gave my no. and wanted me to take out his feelings.

Days passed into months. And Anusha almost went back to her daily life. Meanwhile, I started having really long conversations with this guy, lets call him Zayan.

We used to talk much longer than expected. Zayan, finally wanted to meet me or say, he asked and I agreed on to meet him. It was the eve of Diwali when Zayan asked me to come over to his place because it was raining heavily.

The first time, I saw him I thought, Anusha is so pretty why is she even wasting her time on Zayan. Though I had cooked so much of stories against Zayan, but the moment I entered his room and he was teasing, the moment he picked me in his arms, I fell in love!

I don’t know how, when, why I just fell in love! May be I was attracted and I never wanted to admit it!

Few days later, Zayan proposed and I said Yes. I told him the whole truth about how I was introduced to him and how Anusha will behave when she comes to know that I’m in love with you!

Zayan didn’t cared much since he treated Anusha always as a very close friend.

We were in relationship for 6 months now and I knew he is the one for me. But somehow he was afraid of giving a commitment. We fought for next 1 month and didn’t talk to each other. I completely involved myself in college by then. I was happy.

Suddenly, I drunk call him one day and we talked. We were not in relationship but we became closer. We came so close that I wanted him to take my virginity.

He became serious, if not, at least he started loving me! We were happy!

It’s been 5+ years now. We are still together. We are still attracted to each other in the same way we were 5 years ago when he picked me up. It’s difficult for me to love someone else now.

He still doesn’t accept that his love is stronger but cannot spend a day without talking!