Vulnerable (Pt. 2)
"I’ve been guarded for such a long time"
I might be jumping the gun and taking this way too seriously when i don’t know where the seriousness is from you
I don’t know how to express how i feel about you, to you
Because i know I’ll cry from being so goddam terrified of opening up with someone
I’ve been guarded for such a long time
I keep wanting to forget the hurt that I’ve carried with me
All the heartache I’ve buried under such a giant pile of self doubt and unworthiness
You make me feel like I’m worth something amazing
About the Creator
Sid l.c
Writing the things i stay up all night thinking about. Just trying to figure things out.
Day 4 of Quitting
If this is how sobriety feels, maybe it’s better to go through life a little buzzed… this, along with other hits like, I want to kill myself, I wish I was dead, and I’m going to throw myself off a bridge have been the only thoughts on rotation these past few days. I promise myself that if, in a month, I still feel like this (‘this’ meaning despondent, full of rage, and simultaneously numb) I can go back to smoking. Until mid-February though? Nicotine is off the table.
By sleepy drafts7 days ago in Longevity
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