
From that angle, the clear mountain water
seems to be a wavy, shimmering mirror,
refracting the image of a pinecone in the
image of the pinecone in the water on the
screen my finger just tapped to snap.
The spiky little tip looms before the mountain peak
in the background, a tower of circularly stacked
wooden shields arising from the waves, held together
by the hidden sap in the crevices between them.
I allow myself a satisfied grin, proud of the product
of my amateur phone photography.
“Tima! Mih poshlyi!” I rise from my knees as I hear
my dad’s voice calling me.
Pocketing my phone and attempting
to brush some dirt off my jeans -
a futile action due to the nature of moisture -
I head in his direction, and we begin on the
path back down the mountain.
The path takes us away from the pond,
sneaking its way through a scattered forest
growing on the surrounding rock, each
tree’s roots themselves sneaking into the
cracks of those boulders to find their life.
It dips into the fall line, a fold down the mountain,
the quickest way for water to descend and
thus the most eroded, the easiest to tread a path around.
As we trek downwards, my mind thinks
of the fold in the mountain,
the cracks in the stone,
the crevices of the pinecone.
Before I’d snapped that photo, we’d walked
around from the other side of the pond,
where adults relaxed on sunny boulders
while children splashed playfully below.
Some hikers took little picnics, calling
their kids back to let them sprinkle
the ground with breadcrumbs, drawing ants.
On that ground, slightly behind the fold
between two boulders, at the bottom of a
crevice created by cracks in a stone,
lay a dead mouse.
A tiny thing, soft, fluffy white fur,
neck oddly twisted between rocks.
As I walked away, down that mountain,
I thought of all the people that’d walked
right over that crack, the kids that had
hopped on it and run over it, squealing
with delight at their games.
When I’d been there, peering down at
that little mouse, I’d started thinking about
lines for a poem, lines long lost from my
thoughts but not the thoughts behind the lines,
those still remained.
I wondered just how many
people stepped on the canyon of the mouse
without thinking twice, never knowing what
little thing was under their soul.
How many more would come and go,
long after the line of ants that actually cared
(at least for the meal) came and went and left
nothing but little bones.
I wondered how many more would have noticed if not
for the confines of the crack; had it been on a path,
it probably would have been nudged away in disgust,
hidden from sight if not from the surface.
After all, not moments after standing up had
I myself stopped composing the poem,
forgetting about the mouse.
I’d moved on, and as I moved to the bottom
of the mountain my train of thought faded
and changed, and the mouse was forgotten
and still on and on I moved, until today
my fingers moving across this keyboard
raise this little hidden creature from
the crevices of my memory leave it
on this screen
for all to see.



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