Unknown Moments

Ive captured a lifetime in a minute.

Ive lost and im out to win it.

The destruction ive seen is wierdly calming me.

There makeing waves and im not even dazed.

I see through there gaze in a haze.

It will all pass its just a phase.

Listen to them call my name in praise.

I channel my inner angels and demons.

I let them loose like heathens.

I cast my shadow down like seasons.

All for the right reasons.

All the things that pleases ,plessures and teases.

I'm biteing down hard.

Deeply ive been scarred.

I havnt just been burnt im charred.

yet I still got my trump card.

Theres a beast in me can be gentle as can be.

but test me and the vicious beast you will see.

They shed there tears in streams.

At the top of there lungs you hear there screams.

As I just walk I bring reality to my dreams.

I choose my schemes.

I acted my self-esteem's.

And now i know what it all means.

The shadow follows conquer ,divide and let them swallow.

Fill the pit thats hallow.

Take the challenge and wallow.

In the treasures of success.

Shatter the glass and clean up the mess.

Learn from the best.

Walked with wicked and pure and endure every sore.

Take a deep breath as you walk the shore to the ocean floor.

Then out of the water to the skys to sore.

Theres never to much take more ,more and more.

Till your final rest then snore.

Then knock on either heavens or hells door.

I'll be in whole ,the completion of roles.

Were all questions are known.

A vision of all in a vast calling call.

I close my eyes ,I see the rise of a day that hides it's time.

Then it shines.

And even though my eyes are closed.

There wide open and it shows.

then when I woke I arose to see not just past my nose.

But what everyone knows.

And this i share with you i suppose.

Im takeing a step back before i calapse.

This all feels like a bad relapse.

Ive takein the blows thats the facts.

It shows im getting confused starting to feel like im being used.

And ive become beyond broken and bruised.

I get your daily news.

I get that im not the only one we will say" views ".

Im not mad at the truth.

Im just mad at the truths.

So trust me im being what ive come to be.

You see and i believe its cost me a heafty fee.

And for some reason the past i just wont let be.

And its turned me solid like a tree.

I hear your screams as i wake from my dreams.

And its all not what it seems.

There all planing there schemes and there balanceing on there balance beams.

The words are all comeing out in streams.

And im flowing with the scenes.

The venom is in my blood.

And its courseing like a flood.

As i feel my heart pump at the edge of the cliff i jump.

After I climb this vicious hump.

And throw away weight i need to dump.

Get me out of this slump.

I hear you say it over and over.

but i wanted you closer.

Then I feel I want it not more but moster.

Then the pressures to much.

So I keep it in my holster.

im not a boaster but ive set my mind and im gonna roaster in the toaster.

And all for closiar.

Set it and forget it.

Bet it dont regret it.

Karma i met it and i defend it and i send it to end it.....