UNDERSTANDING GIRLFRIEND

My boyfriend says he loves me..

Because i understand his flaws

Be patient with me love i am working on myself he says

But he doesn't change and brings up excuses now and then..

He tells me his female friends needs him around i understand

Babe i need to go on a solo vacation and I will plan for both of us later i understand

She is just a friend but they talk every night i understand

He doesn't have money to send to me because he is saving i understand

Don't post my picture on social media i am a private influencer i understand

Babe says a lot of girls likes me but its you i love i understand

He doesn't give me access to his phone because i am invading his privacy i understand.

Today i asked him why he loves me

He says i am an understanding girlfriend.....

Then again i asked him why doesn't he love me ?

He questioned why will i say that.....

Here are his words ''i will always love you no matter what i know you dont really like some of my actions but like i have told you its only for awhile i am working on my flaws to give you a better version of myself...Don't ever think i don't love you.''

I told him i am not happy....

Every night i go to sleep, i pray to God concerning my worries and my relationship is one of the problems that bothers my mind.. I always pray and tell God i want to have a loving, caring and respectful marriage while talking i got teary....

I couldn't control my emotions, took my phone opened the Notes app i had a folder where i wrote the kind of husband i want to marry..