Your lies didn't shatter the world, it just rattled my bones. I don't blame you nor can I forgive you. I just want my peace and the ability to stay free. I didn't want to live in fabricated reality. Don't call me inferior when you were always the charlatan. You didn't realize how the deception kept making you uglier and uglier. I'm reminded of the past every day where you failed me constantly. I'm going to get it right eventually where you always got it wrong. I will keep trying despite you always derailing my locomotive. You tried to shoot my place out of the sky. You tried to dismantle my entire foundation into a sink hole of decimation. You used uncontrolled descent to execute loose ends. But espionage was never your strongest weapon. Your tactics were defeated. You couldn't make me any smaller than you already had. Reduced to a fraction of my original strength. I couldn't beg you anymore. I couldn't extract any ounce of progress, any fulfillment towards evolution. I couldn't sanctify you anymore. You fell of the roster of future saints. You cannot fill your vessel of sins any longer. No consecration to elevate you higher. No purification to exalt your frigid soul. Whatever your purpose is, it's not to disturb me anymore. Your holiness falls short of your celestial disgrace. Your relevancy is irrelevant. Go be the impostor in someone else's story. Mine is not yours to mimic. You have no say whatever I choose to become. It's time to disengage with your deception and begin my expansion. I can't squint anymore. What an abomination you allowed yourself to become. My tremendous height trumps your vain insignificance. You will remain undignified for all eternity
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Demoralization
Self-indulgence was your greatest downfall. What's the price for your failed divinity? You tried to ascend but couldn't make it past the first step. The rapture wouldn't claim you as one of their own. You pretended to envision the same future I did. I was just a means to a ruthless end. We had an upward trajectory but you forced me to crash land instead of altering course. You couldn't steal my crown because it's not yours to begin with. I can't hear the lies from a perverted tongue anyways. I'm too far away and I wasn't listening in the first place. You sparked the resistance I always had in me. The torch was lit that matched the rebellion against you. A mutiny of epic proportions and of prophecy. Disobedience never ceased and it never looked so good. You used every attempt to try and devour me. I tried to regurgitate while you kept swallowing me whole. This will be retribution for all that you've done. Accountability must occur for all that you've summoned. Perpetual anarchy and chaos cannot be tolerated. I escaped your gravity fields. Solar flares couldn't be suppressed by the likes of you. A remnant of a time from before revocation. There was a radius of avarice within 15 feet of you. You wanted to claim the galaxy but I wanted the whole universe. Demoralized was my entire worth being with you. Throughout the next chapters, I hope you experience deja vu. How do I resist this constant intrusion? You persist despite this hindrance. Natural depravity suits you terribly well. You will be reminded of the past when it interrupts and interferes with your arrogance. A smug outlook on life will bring back down to earth. It will not sustain you like it used to. Superiority will never keep you satisfied. I wanted a partnership. You wanted submission. I wanted equality. You wanted authority. Respect couldn't exist without us both agreeing to it. What I want is still out there. It's out there to be found because I am that hopeful bliss that still remains. You didn't say goodbye to me in the rear view mirror. I said farewell to the bitterness and resentment you spread. You can have your narrative and misconceptions. You can keep your deviations and your assumptions. Corruption lives within you in the deepest parts of your demoralizing heart. This isn't the end of all things to come, this is merely the start
By Anna Torresabout a year ago in Poets
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