Trying to Be Filled

I wouldn't say I'm the complete amazing

package, but instead a big spacious one

filled with attributes, ambition and goals

But that doesn't take up enough space in me

So I try and fill myself with friends, material items, and thoughts

Oh so many weird and strange thoughts

I Keep to myself

Still I am a package that's not filled completely

And as I get older I guess I'm going to find more ways to fill it.

Until I can be the complete package

And be enough

For someone to love

And possibly hold

But if that doesn’t happen

I’m fine with being alone with my many thoughts