To It I Belong

1. To It I Belong

The darkness touches my skin. It's touch makes me feel tainted. It's lonely, and full of despair, it burns me. Why must I fall onto that path again? Why can't I grow to be as strong as I need to be in order to defeat it?

Here it is again.

It's nothingness, emptiness, I can feel nothing but misery. It's a sad deeper than sadness. Why can't I feel happiness? Has the darkness taken that away? Why darkness? Why do you take away the very thing that makes me human? Never to show teeth again. I can't breathe and now I'm sinking under.

Your pursuit is restless, it's endless, relentless. It's tiring to put up with. I can't do this any longer. I've lost so much because of you. No friendships, no family to help me deal. With no one to turn to, who do I turn to?

"To the darkness of course." It whispered and slowly I let myself submerge deeper and deeper with each passing moment.

I can't fight it anymore.

To it I belong.