Tired

I'm tired of searching for what is out there

Tired of wondering if there are real men out there

Godly men who follow the Lord, not just out there pretending…

I'm tired of being lonely once more, but I know God is with me

Definitely Feeling closer to you, not looking backwards like you

Keep messaging like everything alright, when in reality nothings okay

We never were meant to cross paths, God is my life but not yours at all

Different views on life, even when we tried talking it out

Sometimes we just need to move on, no matter the consequences at the end of the road

Feelings were caught but was it love? I doubt it ever was

Feeling helpless but trying to be a friend, please tell me if I'm wasting time here?

I'm tired of trying to find my Adam to my Eve

God has a plan but I know he is waiting on me

Time to continue following the Lord, read your bible girl. Be more in prayer

Raise those babies to be a better man

This past week has felt like a tornado, always twirling but never moving

Two weeks of talking, backsliding all the way

God I don't know what I was thinking but letting the flesh win anyway

Now I'm looking for strength through you Lord

Please help me overcome all the I've endured

I just want to be the best version to you, but also a wife to a man following you

Time to move on and push past all these thoughts

There is no such thing as welling on what was

I'm tired of trying and now doing it your way

Lord forgive me the strength to push on from this heartbreak. Even if it was a phantom heartbreak

Sometimes you never know what a person is going through. Sometimes you have to just write down how you are feeling. Sometimes keeping it locked up drives you insane. I deal with a lot of struggles, being a single mother of two is one of them. I am making sure I turn my life around. God is always in my corner even when I feel like he is not. I thought I found a soulmate but I was sadly wrong. To all those still searching for there soulmate my advice is don't give up but give it to God. Work on yourself and keep your head up.