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Thinking Fat or Thin

Really Hurts Me

By Carol Ann TownendPublished about a year ago Updated about a year ago 1 min read
Thinking Fat or Thin
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When I look in the mirror,

What do you think I see?

Do you think I'm happy?

"Yes!"

I hear you say,

You can't always see beyond the mask,

The truth is this;

When I look in the mirror,

As happy as you might think,

My reflection only reflects,

What is outside of me,

Every day I ask myself,

"Am I too fat?"

"Am I too thin?

I hide my face,

Because I don't want you,

To see the real me,

Everybody else seems more beautiful,

Prettier,

Slimmer,

And because of the media,

I don't see me.

I ask you not to judge me,

I hate my distorted misery,

But please remember,

Thinking fat or thin,

Really hurts me.

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Carol Ann Townend

I'm a writer who doesn't believe in sticking with one niche.

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  • Rachel Steinmetz12 months ago

    I know this feeling unfortanately... Keep fighting!

  • Paul Stewart12 months ago

    This is another powerful! I appreciate how candid you are in your writing!

  • Karen Cave12 months ago

    Carol I love this. I am currently writing a book about BDD (body dysmorphia) and I wondered if I tip you, could I have your permission to use this poem in my book? Please email me at [email protected] to chat x

  • Mariann Carrollabout a year ago

    I have been in both spectrum. I have been a size 0 to a size 8. I learn to embrace whatever my size be. We have to be compassionate to ourselves. No one is perfect that's just life

  • Alex H Mittelman about a year ago

    Beautiful poem! I think the same way. We must remain vigilant and positive!

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