
Aww man here I sit on the Weekend
Who would have thought I would be here
All alone all by myself just these four walls
Where is everyone at? Where is HE?
You promised me you would be there
Its Sunday I’m looking for you
How could you let me down? I’m sorry!
Please I need you right now I can’t do this
Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring
No answer so I here I sit on the Weekend
What is this feeling in my guts telling me?
Did you abandon me? Are you punishing me?
So many thoughts are running through my mind
I don’t know what to do I’m running out of time
Somebody gotta tell me something I can’t accept nothing
Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring
No answer so here I sit on the Weekend
So many faces I can’t relate too
What the hell am I going to do?
How dare they look at me like that?
Is it because I’m young and black?
I can’t believe this shit
I let myself get wrapped like this
They say hard head makes a soft ass
That what I get for moving too fast!
I won’t lie I had a blast
Naïve’ girl fast money don’t last
Shit catches up with you real fast!
Nah fuck that it’s his fault
Who would of thought?
Here I sit on the Weekend
Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring
I hate him I wish I never met him
How could I be this stupid how could I
You so smart you dumb
Young, dumb, and full of mf’ cum
I will never forgive you
I’m down feeling blue
And where are you? Home!
How dare you! I was used!
I was emotionally and verbally abused
My lack of knowing was taken for granted
I wish my feelings for you can be recanted
Up all night my brain won’t sleep
Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring
There is nothing I can do not a damn thing
Damn here I sit on the Weekend!
So many thoughts racing through my head
Right about now I think I’m better off dead
What am I talking about? I can’t think like that
I was built stronger than that
Then it hits me your words come back to me
Remember never let them see you sweat
Better not cry and hold your head high
I got you I will be there
I just need you to not to fear
Baby girl I’m on my way
But where are you? Today is the day!
Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring
Finally! Tell me speak to me what’s going on?
I hate to say but your father is gone!
How could that be say it isn’t so
It felt like I was just hit with a low blow
So this is what it has come down too
To lie and deceive me to tell me my dad left me
How unfair of you matter fact Fuck You!
My time with you is long overdue
I’m done I’m so through I must get over you
Aww man here I sit on the Weekend
Still in shock and disbelief
What did this Ninja just tell me?
Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring
I need you to repeat what you said again
He stated Shinere your father is in heaven
I was having a hard time receiving the message
Suddenly my mind went blank I’m incoherent!
All at once the signs was apparent
Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring
Here I sit on the Weekend
About the Creator
Shinere Taylor
I am a writer and poet. I write about my life experiences and I am the true definition of a survivor . Your past doesn’t have to determine your future! Be the change you want in the world



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