The way you make me feel

For a fair few years now I haven’t been genuinely happy.

Yeah I would laugh and smile at times, but I cant remember the last time I smiled for absolutely no reason at all.

until I met you…

I don’t know what makes you so different to everyone else but you are 1 of a kind .

Just being near you I feel happier than I’ve ever been, even when I’m not your not with me I’m still happy just knowing that you are apart of my life.

If you were to ask me 3 months ago if I thought I would ever be truly happy I probably would of said “No”

I don’t want this feeling to go... I never want to go back to how I used to be.

And if I ever did go back to that darkness and fake smiles I’m honestly scared of what I would do just to stop the pain.

Because I don’t think I would be able to cope with the pain after feeling this happy…