The Violence Of Silentness

This is my time I need to be alone. Not watching TV not talking on the phone. I need to appreciate the peace of silence. Expressing my thoughts on dealing with the violence. That every day abuse that has captured my mind. The slow sharp words that pierce through my heart. I need this time alone. The longer I stay around you’re tearing my apart. There’s no honesty or trust, there’s no conversation there’s just us. When I’m with you I feel clothed since you’re around. Yet we do absolutely nothing therefore all I wear is a frown. It’s coming down to just me and my soul. Digging deep into my core. Place is at the forefront of pursuing my goals. Expressing my thoughts as day starts to rise. To wake up and not be captured of all that’s been seen through my eyes. I’m done with the lies. This is my time yet now I’m not alone. I just reread my words! Oh my goodness, I’ve grown!