The true nature

From the moment we are born, our nature is white and pure, but we start to take different shapes, and our essence takes different colors over time. Like the clouds of the sky that united make one single form or the colors of a rainbow, context changes us and modify our personality, and when we grow, our perception of things change, but our true nature never fades away. Some people are just black, and they are lost in the darkness. Some of them simply the years and rage makes them go unsent and uncolorful. My true nature is compassionate, moody, loving, and changeable like the season always depends. Sometimes I let the exterior affect me, and I feel overwhelmed and put on the defensive, and sometimes I just lost in myself whit my thoughts. Sometimes I'm too empathic, and sometimes I suffer more because of that, but I've already controlled it over time. I've been like this all my life, so I can't change, but I always hide it; if you ask me why I don't know why. But my dark sides are worse. I find it hard to forgive and forget. When someone is really close to me, I do it or when people say sorry but coming from the heart whit honesty. But still always whit a warm heart, the colors that define me the most are the cold colors whit a few warm tones that exist on earth. Whenever I see the green in the forest, the blue in the ocean, I feel how calm my body and mind. I like to think the nobody can notice my changes in my mutable aura, but the reality is everyone can. My wings elevate every time I feel happy.

Sometimes life puts obstacles, but in the end, I like to think that I'm a happy person, just like the pink on the roses, or the movement of the ocean, or even when the wind moves the sleeves of the trees, there is my happiness.

I am an introvert by nature with a hint of an extrovert. I have an inclination to get depressed because I overthink too much, and when that happens, I become dark, and everything around me changes to black, and that is why sometimes I have a tendency to keep people away. Whenever I feel my energy is low, I just go to nature to clear my mind and find myself again. Like everything in life, it depends on many things, but my darkness leaves like a breeze in the air. I like to see myself as one with nature, the wind makes my energy flow, and if I close my eyes, I imagine myself flying in the clouds. Sometimes I think I am too sensitive, but I would never be the person I am now if it weren't for that.

In my opinion, Everyone has a purpose on earth, and I always dream whit a better world. Hopefully, that day is going to come soon than later. If we can bring more color to humanity, we can blur the darkness. People say for balance must be evil and God, the black and the white, well I'm not agreed, the natural equilibrium comes when everyone flows with the same current. Some people can change their true nature, can't feel or bring the color in them, but maybe one day or perhaps millions of years from now, everyone will be like nature. Humans, we are mutable. We just need to open our eyes more and be more in contact whit ourselves and everything surrounding us. Slowly but securely, the world is changing for the better.