Kaleidoscope
My life - shards of colors twisting
Patterns of pain endearing
Crazy
Depression sinks, black holes form
Razors! Watch out! Go back!
Hopeless
Life is gray, sadness consumes
Pills in hand - my mind a barren land
Helpless
Rain on summer sunshine, clouds blotting out the mind’s eye
Gun...run away little girl, run away!
Loss
Memories shatter; broken glass
Kaleidoscopic distress
Help! Help!
Screaming soundlessly into the black
What I wouldn’t give to get my life back on track
Despair
No one can hear, no one can know
Why is everyone a foe?
Madness
Circles of thoughts, cycles of pain
There is nothing left to gain
Help! Help!
I scream madly, my voice broken and lost
I scream my pain no matter the cost
Someone answers
A hand is held out, asking for belief
I take it, shaking with relief.
Hope
A golden ray of sunshine touching my black
No more hiding, no more running; I say what I lack
Love
Surrounded by arms, lifting me up
I say it gently, unable to believe...
Rainbows have found their way inside of me!
Peace
It is a cycle new to me
Hopefully it is one that will always be.
About the Creator
Jessica Miller
Where do I start? I have been writing stories my whole life, it feels like. I remember being around 11 when I found books. And it’s all been amazing since then. I get to read, I get to write. I get to see the world through many lenses.
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