The Musings Of The Mind

For The Fear Of Regret

Hooray for promises unbroken;

Hooray for chaotic Hell;

Hooray for words unspoken;

As I drown myself in Satans well.

Screw this release of commotion;

Screw this tainted mess;

Screw my bottled emotions;

I hate the amount of tests.

I wish I had some time;

I wish I had a life;

I wish I could find a sign

To drown out the strain of strife.

Here there is no peace;

Here I am the slave;

Here there is no ease;

This will be my grave.

So fall to the angry tears;

So bundle up the emotion deep;

So passes the lonely tears;

As I long for my sanity to keep.

How do I let it all go;

Without the fear of regret;

How do I let them know

Before I begin to forget?

Dare I let it all to stay;

Dare I keep it all inside;

Dare I seek the way

Or do I just let it all hide?

Evil Temptation

Oh how the temptation calls;

Throwing the first punch sounds good to me;

I wish the dreams would tell her all;

If only to make her blind ass see.

God! She pisses me off to no extent;

My senses gather the emotions;

She will never be content

Until there is nothing but heated commotion.

Well, it is this I will say

"Fuck the very person that you are"

It is time I seize this age

And the lot of you can bite the bitter bar!

Reminders

Oh how I have loved you so;

Once long ago I spoke the truth;

And it's been awhile now, I know

Since I've spoken those words to you.

It is the ache within the whole of me;

Keeping you out of the darkened fire;

It is the ache that I needed you to see

The burn of each desire.

Oh how I long to hear the music that you sing;

Oh how I long to read the words you write;

For all of these makes my entity ring

Shining brighter than the stars at night.

Oh how I am feeling so deprived;

This is the tide that makes me whole;

It is the feeling you give to make me feel alive

Leaving life within my soul.

His Exhaustion

Today was Hell;

Tomorrow will be the same;

I swore I'd never tell

But, I seen what he became.

He was barely blinking;

Slowly falling into dark;

I wouldn't stand for his sinking;

Not after what he has done for my heart.

So no you know, dearest one

How you work for all you are;

I've seen what you've become

Now just shine brighter than any star.

Reminders In The Black

I see the fireworks in the night sky;

Shining and sparkling like the stars;

They remind me of your smile

And the man that you are.

Things stay the same;

Words are left unspoken;

Heartache still remains;

Promises constantly broken.

I thought I could hold back

I should have said the the things I needed to say;

Now looking at the black

There's no light to this day.