I chose the mask of refusal,
sharp enough to cut ties,
clear enough to survive.
No softness, no apology—
only the steel of boundaries,
the silence of doors closing.
They called me cruel
for speaking truth without disguise,
for refusing to perform pain
to make them comfortable.
But cruelty is not in the severance.
It is in the demand
that I stay broken for their gaze.
So I wore the mask of clarity,
cold as winter air,
bright as shattered glass.
And beneath it,
I found myself whole—
not healed,
not gentle,
but free.
About the Creator
Elisa Wontorcik
Artist, writer, and ritual-maker reclaiming voice through chaos and creation. Founder of Embrace the Chaos Creations, I craft prose, collage, and testimony that honor survivors, motherhood, and mythic renewal.


Comments (1)
Keep it up, you have a gift with words that pull the emotions out of others. Clear and relatable. I absolutely love your work!