The lost feelings

I feel that my feelings for you are not the same.

I have found these changes in myself in the recent weeks.

I was not this type of person and don’t want to be the same either.

But I feel pain has changed me a lot.

At this point of life, I want to sit in my bedroom.

I don’t want to do anything special.

I only want to memorize the past and the time I spent on you.

I wish you had an idea of how much you have hurt me.

This has been the reason for my lost feelings.

I don’t think I will feel the same for you ever again.