The Living Trunk
A Meditation Upon What Holds and What Releases

The soil remembers
every seed that fell
before my coming,
each root winding
through darkness
seeking water.
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My ancestors are minerals
now dissolved in loam;
their voices have become
the language trees speak
when wind moves through them,
asking where we go.
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Below the world of light
my roots drink sorrow.
They taste the salt
of every tear
the ground has swallowed.
Yet from this brine
they draw their strength to climb.
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For grief ferments
to something sweeter
given time.
The dead feed life,
and life feeds
what will bloom.
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Above, my branches reach
for what they cannot see,
some vast, impossible becoming.
My leaves turn toward a sun
they will never hold.
They want, they want, they want,
and wanting grows them.
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Each spring I split my bark
with green ambition.
Between these two directions
lives the trunk,
the present tense
where past and future marry.
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Here is where I learn
to bear the burden
of all I have lost
and all I may become.
The rings inside me
tell of drought and plenty.
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What grounds me
is what pulls me from the ground.
What holds me still
propels me toward the sky.
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I am the meeting place
of earth and air,
the living proof
that staying means to change,
that roots grow deeper
only so branches fly.
About the Creator
Tim Carmichael
Tim is an Appalachian poet and cookbook author. He writes about rural life, family, and the places he grew up around. His poetry and essays have appeared in Bloodroot and Coal Dust, his latest book.


Comments (3)
So many profound lessons here! loved it
Love this. Especially the contradictions you showed towards the end. I think the stand out line was about the lines showing drought and plenty. Very cool imagery, and a powerful way to illustrate the lingering effects of personal history. Great poetry!
A poem full of green life, without becoming sappy. I loved this.